"A tough Mass, Stevie, and siblings..."

“A tough Mass, Stevie, and siblings…”

In the last three months, I’ve felt a void in my life. I returned to church, faithfully starting in early December. I never missed a week until my husband took me away to the Elms last weekend. I am a Catholic, and a prayerful individual, and very spiritual. I’ve had a few friends and family help prompt my way back to church, and I’m thankful that I’ve made the effort over the last several months. As one friend said: “Church is a good port in a storm.” While I’m not sure what type of storm is forecast, I find myself with an inner peace that I’ve made attempts to renew my faith. Mass today was very difficult, but also somewhat soothing.

Right now, I’m overwhelmed with all the thoughts, prayers, well wishes, hugs, smiles and all the gestures that have been bestowed upon me. While receiving news regarding cancer is devastating and nearly debilitating, it’s also presented itself with a comfort in that people express their heartfelt sorrow, enthusiasm, prayers, wishes and positive thoughts endlessly. It’s a blessing to know how much you mean to people. One person, in particular, is someone I’ve never met. His name is Stevie, and he’s one of my niece Sarah’s best friends. He’s enduring some rough waters in his own life, and I find it amazing that a teenager, who has a full platter regarding his mother’s health, is e-mailing me inspiration and hope. It makes me think of that saying: “Six degrees of separation..” Friends of friends or friends of family that inspire and pray for you truly adds comfort in the midst of turbulent times.

I saw my oldest brother Dave and his wife Martha today. It’s the first time I’ve seen them since the news. It was not easy, but hugs were huge, warm and comforting. I’ll end this brief blog with what my brother Tom reminded me of: He said many people go off to fight wars, and many come home stronger from the journey. I hope that’s true.

I’ve a wonderful family. I’ve a sister that I’ve always been very close to, and am growing even closer through this journey. Family and friends are a blessing in tough times, and I’m blessed to have such supportive family and friends.

Love and Prayers,
Julie